Right there with ya!
I am feeling the same! I am 4 days away from surgery, and have been trying my best to do the liquid diet. Dr. says I can do one salad a day. Have done OK so far, but my salad yesterday was very large! Back to serious liquids only for the rest of the week, surgery on Friday morning.
I think it is just the beginning of the grief process over food, which will take a while. Journaling your feelings about food might help. I am seeing a therapist & journaling, so am feeling OK about my progress. There will be grief to go through though. And, eventually, you might be able to have a "goodie,", but it will probably be just a bite, and you might not even want it!
Good luck!
ann
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Ann Ramirez
San Diego, CA
227 lbs highest, 10/20/06
[color="red"]144 Current 09/01/07
135 lbs goal (10/27/07??)
Height 5'1"
Surgery Date: Oct. 27, 2006, Dr. Callery
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