Both Rain the person, and Rain the weather phenomenon!
But the latter can get you down after a while, especially here in SO CAL where we're not so used to it.
I came here about 8 years ago from New England, where I was affected every winter with Seasonal Affective Disorder - the blahs, feeling blue, depressed, etc. Never bad enough to seek treatment for it, but I don't have it any more since moving here. But there are people who get a form of this even in "sunny" southern California, so I wouldn't rule it out... plus at such a short time from surgery, your body is trying to figure out what hit it, so a few out-of-the-ordinary feelings, both physical and emotional, are bound to pop up.
Think cheerful thoughts, put your energy into taking care of yourself, and you'll be fine. How could you not - you're a LOSER now!
