You've changed.......
My mom is here from out of town and very pleased with my weightloss, she has been very encouraging about that, but insisting that I bot lose anymore weight...... thats col, Im not trying to do that anymore... BUT she keeps saying ive changed and that Im not funny anymore, that I have lost my sense of humor. She has brought it up twice and now it's starting to bother me... I tried explaining to her that my life is diferent now, my priorties have changed, my friends have changed, what I do for fun and where I go have changed... I told her my life today is nothing like my life this time last year... are any of you hearing or going through this too? I mean I think Im funny... maybe my family doesnt make me laugh anymore because after going through therapy I realized how screwy they all are... lol I dunno? i just had to get this off my chest, being MO we/I are usually jolly, funny people always cracking jokes and ts expected to by stereotype alone..... I dont think Ihave lost my sense of humore like my mom keeps insisting... i just dont try to crack jokes all the time or act silly to mask how "happy" and how "great" things are....... Im rambling... are ya guys feeling me? What cha think?
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J.Bridget Fisher aka koi-pea
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"People will argue with you that getting what you want in life isn’t something you can learn, if you’re destined to be one of the worlds winners as opposed to one of its perpetual whiners, its because you have been born with the right talents and temperament and have a big dose of self-esteem, ambition, and good judgment." Kate White
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